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My Profile Name: Md Asyraf aka Ash Age: 17 Birth date: 11 April 1993 MapleStory:- IGN: Chaseyoung2 Level: 2OO Server: Bootes Tagboard Exits MY Bros:- bEn Bro Jun Bro Jer Bro Siyuan Bro Clarence Bro Edwin Bro AhJon MY Sisters:- Apple PYTing MY Friends <3:- Clara-Joy Valencia Jiayi stella/harm0nica JieYing JingYee(Black Bra) Sara Archives February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 Credits Designer @ Jaslyn Base codes @ Glamouresque	Thursday, April 29, 2010 Hmmm... Been too busy with school to update blog regularly... Finding free time den blog lols... Anyway today in school was like damn hilarious can... 1st lesson we did some practice with the 3D software then Braden bro like abit blur blur keep do wrong things and make horny jokes that we 2 end up laughing like mad LOL! Ok den got break so we went to foodcourt 3 to eat then after that we went to Digital electronics lecture and we sat somewhere at the back row... Then the lecturer keep on going on and on with the topic while me and braden bro and marcus and hanlin and junhui down there blur blur but tried our best to concentrate( except Marcus who was watching Quarantine while the lecturer was teaching). Then me and Braden bro keep play tic-tac-toe coz too bored and keep on laughing and laughing in the class... Then got break again but din went to eat coz was not really hungry lor... Then got the Teamwork and Communication Skills module again and we "interviewed" one another as the activity... Then went back home, reach home prepare for ht then cera keep making me laugh like mad lor in ht(Only those who went ice's 6pm ht knw what happen hehe!)! It's 29th of the month again... Well for those who dunoe, me and bEn bro became brothers on the 29th so I guess to me it's a significant date. Well, is alr 10 months that we both became brothers, going thru many ups and downs together... Well I can say that knowing bEn bro and the rest of the brothers has been the highlight of my life seriously... These 10 months was damn real for me and I had been sincere in every single way. I was there when u needed someone to talk to and I was there whenever u needed help. But I realise as the months pass by, we dont communicate as much anymore. We used to text and chat and get into all sorts of ridiculous shits together... Call me gay but im most definitely NOT. All I'm hoping for was to be as close as the past and all I'm hoping for is that u realise my importance and don't take me for granted... I might be thinking too much as you always say but this is just what i realise as the days goes by and this is how i sincerely feel. I might make many bad choices at times but the best choice I had was to make u my brother... ~Sighs~ Wednesday, April 21, 2010 Yesterday din have school so slept longer and woke up about 1pm? Den went to bathe and went to Jcube while waiting for jackie and ailin jie to arrive lol... Den at Jcube keep dc till damn dulan... Lucky jack reach alr so went to find him. Den talk talk talk to jackie till ailin jie arrive 1hour later... WALAOEH DAMN HUNGRY LO!!! ailin jie make us wait so long sob! Ok den ate at pastamania den went to starbucks and chat some more till about 8pm den left coz daddy was alr nagging zzz! why cant he just give me a break and treat me like a normal teen? -.- so OVERPROTECTIVE! Den when i wan say abit nia he alr start to gan me -.-!! Ok den today woke up 5.45am den bathe and went out at 6.20am... Bought a few sweets at 7-11 den boarded the MRT to SP... Den 1st lesson damn slack since we cant do anything much since our lecture haven start so our tutorial oso cannot do so the teacher let us off 1hr earlier and me and braden bro jun hui and marcus and some ppl from 1b/22 went to eat breakfast at foodcourt 4... Den walked slowly to our next class which we did absoulutely nothing again! LOL damn slacking sia this few days! Anw, cant wait to go back to school again tmr... Seems weird that im nw very keen in going to school haha! Monday, April 19, 2010 Cant slp... Too many thoughts going round in my mind. Tried tossing and turning but none of it seems to work... I just feel like bursting out into tears, cant take this pressure anymore... Feels so taken for granted of hais... Well school was fun just now lol. Suddenli felt keen on going back to school i guess LOL! Hmm just now met ShiHui,Braden bro and Jun hui at Dover MRT coz i arrived about a minute before them lols so just waited awhile. Den went to T1553 for our lecture which wasnt really a lecture and it was surprisingly fun especially when got 1a02 which is like a joker class lols... Den went to T1555 for tutorial, did nothing much except building bridges lols... Den lunch break went to Foodcourt4 wif Jun Hui and Braden bro lols... Den all keep stare at girls nia lol! Den after that walked to T12302 for our practical lesson which was quite complicating since the lecturer talk soft and his slideshow like v small den need keep strain my eyes... I tink also need chg spectacles degrees soon LOL! Anw went back home and went to slp since dam friggin' tired lols! Hmm hais tomorrow no school, BORING SAK! But nvm meeting ailin jie and jackie tmr for lunch haha! Hais sometimes, I wish that you could just appreciate me for who I am. I've done alot of things just so that u can be happy, I've always been there during ur troubled times and ur happy times... But all I get in return is always a good scolding from you, but i just dare not say back since i knw it will make everything worse. The only thing thing I can do is being sad of what happened. If I'm so disguisting, why dont u just say it straight to my face? Think whether its fair to me after all the things i've done.... Sunday, April 18, 2010 Ok today woke up and started crying for idk wtf of a reason zzz! Then on comp and went to bathe... After bathe just surfed facebook all these den 1.30pm went out to AMK hub to meet Clar bro, Edwin bro and Tian Ran bro lols... Den after that alr buy KickAss tickets last minute wan go in say ask to show IC den GG liao zzz! Ok den jitao angry so go ask for refund lo nabeh! Ok den walk to raiders LAN den surfed fb since over there maple cant patch zzz lol. Den cabbed to Edwin bro's house then cut cake coz TianRan bro's birthday ytd haha! Happy Belated B'day bro! :D! Den after that went home on comp... Den daddy sms ask to go swensens so cabbed there to airport and booked seats coz uncle's bday den wan treat supper lol... Den now just reached home just finish packing bag. OMG la! Cant wait for tomorrow school to start LOL! Friday, April 16, 2010 Tuesday, 130410;- Went to Singapore Poly in the morning and they issued us tins for flag day which on thursday. After that the class went to sports hall for some class building activities lol. Ok now I know 2 friends, Braden and Jun Hui haha! Ok had a blast doing the activities and was laughing away coz Braden made so many jokes lol. Ok den 12pm Braden and me and one of Braden's friends went back since we din want to come for the talk lol. Wednesday, 140410;- Today din do much, just lazed around at home zzz! Thursday, 150410;- Woke up today at 5.20am den went to bathe then went to Bradell MRT to meet Braden bro lols. Den over there got nearly all from 1b/22 but all so emo stand one corner each, keeping quiet. Den Braden bro came along and asked everyone if wan go eat. And LOL bro, why u so scared of John?! HAHAHA! Ok den from bradell walked to Toa Payoh HDB hub then ate at macs den the whole class split and went to collect donations while me and Braden bro slack at macs for awhile den we start. Den we do abit den slack some more.... Den do abit more and slack again LOL! Ok den we met this girl from business course name Nelli and she damn hardworking lo! Wah her tin damn full u know! Den some guys from 1a/02 say must at least collect 30$ to get CCA pts den me and Braden bro panic and started collecting seriously lol... Den 12pm Jun Hui and Braden's friend came... Walaoeh Jun Hui damn lucky collect so much within 45mins zzz! And thx to braden's friend(which i dun really know the name), she help me collect some donations since her tin was full lol... Ok den ate lunch and MRT-ed back to SP den count money den zhao le :D Monday, April 12, 2010 Hmm din really blog for the past week again since there's not much things going on. Saturday,10 April 2010;- After morning class cabbed to serangoon garden lan shop to find bEn bro... Well the taxi ride cost me about $15 and the taxi driver apparently plays maple so the whole trip we both were like talking about maple LOL damn epic sia hahaha! Ok den met bEn bro at lan shop then soon after Jun bro and Dong Han bro came oso den we went HT. After HT they went eat their laksa then cabbed to serangoon MRT to wait for Alvin bro and Jer bro then we went to Plaza Sing then I got abit angry since i was scared cannot get 11 tickets for Date Night. Ok den met Alan there and then Liam came soon after then ting sis came oso then Clarence bro was like at tampines till i called him -.-"! den ailin jie came so we went into the theatre 1st then after that abt 20mins later clarence bro came. Well the movie was dam friggin' funny LOL but just that we had to sit at the 1st row which make our neck damn pain -.-! ok den after movie we were nt so sure what to do before dinner so some of us went to parklane LAN to play dota while some of us slacked at the Macs outside the LAN shop. Ok den reach back Plaza Sing at 7pm den need wait 30mins to get our seat at Swensens. Den was so touched that Jun bro and bEn bro and the rest bought for me an ice cream cake for my birthday! Love u bros la! Den sang happy bday den cut cake then all ate the cake then walked around then went back home. Well that day was fun and I wish I could relive it... Sunday, 11 April 2010;- Ok finally turned 17 ! So happy and thx for all the wishes! Then went out to parkway and daddy bought for me like a few clothes sia xD! Den went back home rest abit den went to eat dinner lol. Den mummy keep telling the waitress it was my birthday den the whole restaurant on the birthday song and got cake again LOL my face red like saturday sia haha! Ok den went back home Today, 12 April 2010;- Ok today woke up early and MRT-ed to Dover from pasir ris zzz wtf! Din get seat till reached City Hall sia my leg damn aching! Ok den reach the poly then got a few friendly people so talk talk abit... Den after that went to meet classmates but all seemed so quiet so i only talked to 1 guy... Class made up of 1 girl and 19 guys lol... Well, it's only the 1st day and i hope tomorrow all will talk abit more den stone there lols Saturday, April 3, 2010 Ok din blog for a pretty long time coz there was really nothing much to blog lol... Yesterday was dam fun lol. At 6pm left house to tanah merah MRT station wait for sara to arrive den we went to airport T3 den i made such a nuisance there like always lol. Den walk walk walk this sara so noisy keep whine whine whine! WALAOEH SARA DAM WHINER CAN?! LOL! Ok den 7+ pm dong han bro came den we slack slack awhile den walked to T2 since Clar bro want to eat swensens but when we got there the que was (&#@)&%ing long! so nvm we met ben bro and jer bro at starbucks T2 den Clar bro arrive soon after... Then walk walk walk keep cannot decide where to eat then this jer bro act cute just walk into Seoul Garden Bullgoggi which is dam fking ex and the portions dam little can? -.- den the bill came up to $128.45 so we split 6 ppl pay equal but i pay for bEn bro lol. Den went to Macs and I went to Polar Puffs to get something for mummy since she's at home sick so just buy her some stuff to eat so she wun get hungry and can eat her medicine. Then after that MRT-ed home alone and duno why for some reason my mood went down zzz! -I wish we were as close as before. I din know what made us become like this... Sighs
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